Thursday, June 8, 2017

A trip down memory lane









After packing and cleaning all weekend, I did my walk-through at my apartment Monday. It was very strange to see the apartment that way - empty and bare. But to me it will always be full of memories.
Here are some of my favorites...

My first "home"!


Old roommates reuniting!
First few months, I slept on an air mattress...it was interesting...

slowly making it home


Many meals, games, and crafts were held at this table!


before!
after!

Girls' bible study






It snowed!!!

Caroline, Anastasia is loosely based on a real story! *insert shock and awe*
Many cups of coffee were had here!


Watching "Grease Live"!!!!

Having friends over was definitely my favorite thing about my house!


When you both decide you need to eat the last of the pie in the fridge at the same time! #froomies



FRIENDMAS!!






Also, lots of papers were graded here...lots. and lots....aaaaaaand lots.






This is where my "Once Upon a Princess Party" deal got started...many princesses got ready here!
See...lots of coffee.





I love decorating for Christmas, wrapping presents, watching Christmas movies!






New Year's Eve 2016!!! Oh how I love these people!

 Seriously, thank you for all the memories, friends. It's been a good run.

Thursday, May 11, 2017

Sojourner

Sojourner: (noun) "A sojourner is a person who resides temporarily in a place."
 
This world is not my home.
 
At times, that is a very difficult concept to wrap my mind around. I love this world and the people and things in it - because it is all I have known. But we were not made exclusively for this world. In fact, all we know (this world) is a drop in the bucket compared to what we were really made for! Eternity - forever and ever and ever. Unending. Everlasting.
That is what awaits us after death. And there are two options: eternity in heaven with God, or eternity in hell without God. The first will be glorious and wonderful! The second will be the most unbearable thing ever.
But, we were not made for this to be our eternal home. Earth is not eternal...we are simply passing though. 
And do you know what helps remind you of this idea? moving.
Displaying IMG_0042.JPG Yes, moving forces you to let go of unnecessary things. You loved those things, yes, but they are still unnecessary in the grand scheme of it all. Let me just tell you that the last load of yard sale stuff I took out of my house was painful. Tears were shed. Not over the things, but over the emptiness that was left behind in the apartment without those things. 

Displaying IMG_0045.JPGThe things I took were part of my everyday life and have been for almost 3 years. The things I took were what made this house "home": a shoe rack (I love shoes), an over-the-door hook that my robe hung from daily, various mirrors, and almost everything from the mantle (this is where the major tears were shed).

But...as the emptiness settled in, the words to Carrie Underwood's song "Temporary Home" started echoing through my mind. 

"This is my temporary home
It's not where I belong
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through
This is just a stop, on the way to where I'm going
I'm not afraid because I know...
this is my 
Temporary home."

Praise the Lord that this [earth] is my temporary home!! I am so thankful that God chose to remind me of this, even during an unpleasant part of beginning a new chapter (the ending of an old). Things, home, what you imagine "life" looking like - those can all become idols very quickly - and sometimes it takes letting go of those things to remember what is important! Letting go of things that aren't eternal - keeping my eyes and heart fixed on eternity and what truly matters.

"But this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus." Phil 3:13-14
 
This world is not what it was meant to be
All this pain, all this suffering
There's a better place
Waiting for me
In Heaven

Every tear will be wiped away
Every sorrow and sin erased
We'll dance on seas of amazing grace
In Heaven
In Heaven

I'm goin' home
Where the streets are golden
Every chain is broken
Oh I wanna go
Oh I wanna go
Home
Where every fear is gone
I'm in your open arms
Where I belong
Home

Lay down my burdens, I lay down my past
I run to Jesus, no turning back
Thank God Almighty, I'll be free at last
In Heaven
In Heaven

I'm goin' home
Where the streets are golden
Every chain is broken
Oh I wanna go
Oh I wanna go
Home
Where every fear is gone
I'm in your open arms
Where I belong

Blinded eyes
Will finally see
The dead will rise
On the shores of eternity
The trump will sound
The angels will sing
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

I am
Goin' home
 
"But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for his own possession, that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light. Once you were not a people, but now you are God's people; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy. Beloved, I urge you as sojourners and exiles to abstain from the passions of the flesh, which wage war against your soul. Keep your conduct among the Gentiles honorable, so that when they speak against you as evildoers, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day of visitation." 1 Peter 2:9-12
 
Lecrae said it well - we are aliens.
 
"But our citizenship is in heaven, and from it we await a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ," Phil 3:20
 
 
So take heart!
This world is not our home, but that's because something even better is waiting for those that trust in Jesus!
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And if He calls you...sell some stuff to reset your thinking...*wink*
 
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Wednesday, April 19, 2017

The light at the end of the tunnel...and it's not a train! (e-mail from a few weeks ago, in case you didn't get it)

The light at the end of the tunnel...

"Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert."
Isaiah 43:18-19

How the Lord continues to work

I just wanted to thank you for praying as the Lord continues to work! I stand in awe and wonder at the power of our Lord!!
In my support-raising training, I was challenged to look at my financial goal not merely as a budget to live on, but the finances to meet my ministry needs. We were told, "Raise enough funds to maximize the fruitfulness of your family and ministry." It's not about what I need to live - it's about what is necessary to further the kingdom and win the war...at all costs.
“Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others thinks is possible.”
A West Point Cadet
The journey is not over, it is only just beginning! But I am so excited to see how the Lord has provided for each step along the path. I can't see much more than a few steps in front of my feet, but I am trusting that Jehovah -  the One who never changes - knows all, sees all, and is fully in control.

"Now unto HIM that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, unto HIM be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen." Eph 3:20-21
Accreditation is over!! Thank you for all who prayed last week. Please continue praying that we finish the school year strong!

90%

I'm so excited to say that I am at 90% support! That means my $3000 monthly budget is almost covered - I only lack $300 dollars monthly support!!! Thank you, family of God, spread all around the country, for investing in HIS ministry!! May HIS blessings flow down on you as you continue to be faithful!
It doesn't matter what amount you've given or how you have partnered with me, God WILL bless you!! Know that I am beyond thankful for your generosity and if I could hug each one of you, I would!! Stay tuned for more updates! Soon I will be able to purchase my ticket!!! Yay! Please continue seeking the Lord and asking Him how you can be part of what He is/will be doing at ICSB!
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Monday, April 17, 2017

Because He lives...

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"Because He lives" by Bill and Gloria Gaither used to be one of those songs that I would sing, but didn't really enjoy. It just seemed...boring. But as I've grown (age-wise and spiritually), the words hold more meaning. Life has happened - good and bad - and I've learned a lot from the ups and downs that I (and people I love) have been dealt.
During the past week, as Easter approached, I have heard many sermons, and read devotionals and articles about the death and resurrection of Christ. This is such a pivotal part of our belief system.

If Christ didn't die for our sins, then we still owe the debt that we could never pay because of our imperfections (Hebrews 9:22 says "and without shedding of blood is no remission"). But, thankfully, He did - and His Father had to turn away because Christ was covered in all past/present/future sins...of the entire world. Hence the reason Christ screamed out on the cross "My God! My God! Why have you forsaken Me?" (You would too, if you were bearing all the wrath of God for all the sins of man)

And if Christ didn't rise from the dead, then our belief system would be equal to all other religions. All the other leaders of world religions eventually died. Christ did, in fact, die...but He didn't stay dead. No other religion can claim that. Christ is the only one who resurrected Himself (literally, no one but God is capable of self-resurrection)! He was seen by many, in many places; He partook of food, and His disciples also touched His hands, feet, and side.

So, those two things are vital to our hope and belief in eternal life!

And He did all this...all the agony, all the excruciating pain, all the tears and heartache...for you.

Jay Wolf, my pastor, said it like this: "I am Barabas."At first, I didn't understand. Then he outlined this picture (the basic story was Jay's, but I embellished, because I love to paint mental pictures):
It's cold and dark in the cell. Barabas knew he would die soon. And he deserved it. He had done many wicked things. He knew what awaited him - a cruel and painful death, probably on a cross. Suddenly, he heard the scraping sound of a Roman soldier's hobnailed sandals start down the corridor. He shrank back in the cell, breathing hard. This was it. This was the end. He would face the punishment for the crimes he had committed. The door flung open and the guard called, "Barabas!" Barabas did not want to answer, but he knew it was only a matter of time. "Barabas!" the guard called again, "You are free to go!" Barabas stood in shock. There was no way this was really happening! The guard repeated what he said again. Barabas slowly walked towards the open door of the prison cell. As the Roman soldier escorted him out of the prison walls, Barabas was about to ask why he was being set free when he heard a tumult in the streets. "What is going on?" he asked the soldier. A ferocious mob of people were pushing and shoving in the street. There were people in the middle of the mob, but Barabas couldn't see well enough to know what was going on. The soldier grimly said, "They are crucifying three men today." Barabas was shocked. That was supposed to be him in the mob, on the way to being crucified. And yet, somehow, he was the one being let go. But also, the mob seemed especially angry. Angrier than he had ever seen. "Why are they so angry?" he questioned. The soldier shrugged and pointed to one of the men. "He says that He is the Son of God." Barabas turned and looked. He saw the man they called Jesus, struggling under the weight of His cross. His back was bloody and torn. He had a crown of thorns pressed down into His head. Barabas grimaced as a soldier shoved Jesus and He fell to the ground. Barabas had heard of this man. And all the things he had heard made Jesus seem like a good man. Not one who deserved to die on a cross. "Why would they crucify Him?" Barabas asked in shock. "I've heard of Him - He's done nothing but good things!"

The soldier shrugged again, indifferent to the injustice. "He took your place."
I am Barabas. You are Barabas.
None of us deserved to be saved. Not a one.
There is no one "good enough" to have deserved what Christ did.
But that's the beauty of GRACE! We don't deserve it, yet we are offered it...out of love. Once you accept it, it's up to you what you will do with it. Use that privilege wisely.
"He died for you, so live for Him!"

God sent His son, they called Him, Jesus;
He came to love, heal and forgive;
He lived and died to buy my pardon,
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives!

How sweet to hold a newborn baby,
And feel the pride and joy he brings;
But greater still the calm assurance:
This child can face uncertain days because He Lives
!

And then one day, I'll cross the river,
I'll fight life's final war with pain;
And then, as death gives way to victory,
I'll see the lights of glory and I'll know He lives!

Chorus
Because He lives, I can face tomorrow,
Because He lives, all fear is gone,
Because I know He holds the future,
And life is worth the living,
Just because He lives!
This last part - this life is worth living just because He lives - really hit me on Sunday.
This {insert what you are dealing with} life is worth the living just because He lives!
  • single life...
  • divorced life...
  • hurting moment...
  • difficult parenting life...
  • physically damaged life...
  • hard-to-see path...
  • painful life...
  • life without loved ones...
  • not-as-wealthy-as-you-thought-you-would-be life...
  • struggling in school life..
...It's all worth living just because He lives! 

Keep pressing on, through whatever life brings your way, because Christ died for you, and that makes life worth living!! 
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